One Month and Counting....

So we have passed the one month marker and I am still having trouble getting motivated. Clothes are being washed and put aside to pack; items are being collected and marked off the check list; vaccinations have been poked into my arms; plans are made and being remade as the days continue, yet it is still not seeming real. We have talked about doing this for so long that now it is happening, it feels surreal. Its frustrating!! That and the fact that I cannot find a "learn Cantonese" audio learner. grrr....